So i’m 19yrs at time of the occurence. No current man in my life, nor a long-standing one thus far. Not a one night stand type of girl, and so tried to keep any guys remotely interested at arms legs for safety, and most of all, not to loose my erm … young-girl-likeness to someone I hardly knew. So being the young girl I was, not very confident, friends that were gorgeous unlike I felt at the time and living in halls, first time away from home, I believe nieve is the word to be used. Going out to pubs and clubs during the week to the student timetable to drinking, a young lad who worked behind the bar of a bar/club we became regular flyers at caught my eye, and apparently I took his too. He was tall, blonde, and blue eyed. Lovely. If sober at this time a glance would have been given from me, end. But of this fuzzy eyed ‘merry’ occassion I strutted over and did the traditional headbutt, whisper in the ear, holding his face with one hand to invite him closer, then walk away shaking the booty. I told him he was gorgegous – Much to the point you see. and God knows what he said, I laughed girlishly and walked back to my table.Of course I felt like everything went fantastically. But alas the alcohol and sorted that, especially adding the beautiful touch of headbutting this guy I was hoping to give my number too.
About half hour later he popped over, hands holding stacked glasses – A classy type on man, but he took my number all the same and we left. We were texting and chatting for a few days, then met up for a proper date. I stayed sober and we got on really well. The night ended with an adequate amount of making-out, and we saw each other on off for 3-4weeks. This worked well for me, as I wanted to keep him arms length and make sure he wasn’t in it for just the one thing … That I still had. Anyway after one evening I invited him in and all was lovely, maybe a little noisy- But what the hell, revenge on the flatmates who kept you up till 3am with nightime … well not sleeping. We carried on seeing each other for another month … while seeing each other less and less … in the end he tried just coming over on his half hour break from work to ‘See’ me – That was soon stopped. So even waiting for ages, keeping him at arms length, for what seemed long enough, to make sure he the the one I wanted to give it away to – Obviously wasn’t. But I enjoyed myself all the bloody same!