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Remote crush

by » Thomas Fitzgerald

Living in a small country villiage in urban Ireland, believe me it was not easy for this 23 year old man to meet another man with the same sexual desires that i had and lets face it still do, even more so now. Working in my local grocery store for 4 years, life was boring, predictable and jaded. I craved for the day when Mr. take my breath away would walk up to the sweet counter, grab me in his embrace, hold me tight and make me feel loved, cherished and alive again. However all I got was the nervous laughter of the straight men coming into the shop, and the pityfull looks from the mothers of my school friends thinking to themselves that thank God their son’s did’nt have this “disease”. My heart had almost given up, and worse still my job might be in jeopardy, new owners from the city who no on knew. Then the day came, all the staff lines up to meet the new owner and his wife, they walked in and my God he was stunning. A man about 40, but in good shape, great hair and I remember when he shooked my hand he looked me straight in the eye, his eyes glinted, almost shined as he introduced himself, I didnt even notice I held onto his hand for almost 3 minutes, and I also did’nt notice his wifr trying to pry us apart, it was a little embarrising. Over 3 months we got to know each other, in an employee - employer capacity, with the odd lingering glance, and once an almost erotic experience for me when his hand brushed off my left buttock and it sent shock waves through my system, like a hurricane ripping through a forest leaving it wasted, excited and completley bare, it was phenomenal. then finally it happened, this constent, heart wrencing flirting came to a head, after work I had to clean out the traps and the back of the shop, I thought I was alone but as I bent down to pick up the last of the rubbish a felt a hand rub against me, I was starteled, but as I swong around he was standing there. It went like a dream, we did’nt talk, not one word, he pressed against my mouth with his, and I dont know how but it felt like I was erupting with feeling, as our hands searched every part of opur willing bodies I thought if I never felt anything again I would remember this for the rest of my life. It ended after about 3 hours, I was exausted, complete, and changed, I felt alive again, my heart felt warm once more, it must be nice to feel like this all the time I pondered, as he left and I lay there looking up he smiled and said you know I want you and a single tear passed down his cheek then he turned away. I knew then and there that it would never happen again with this man, and sure enough the next day it was announced that he and his wife were moving back into the city, the shop was been taken over my an eldery lady who still owns it actually. A torrid wind of a fling that blew through me left me raw, emotional and complete - wonderful.