Well, it all started 1 year ago.. I joined a club! And who knew where it would take me to. At first I joined hip hop club to share the love and passion we all have for the hip hop culture. but when I met everyone, I suddenly had an eye candy. His personality just flew into the air, I caught it all of a sudden and didn’t want to let go.. So then, as my liking for him grew stronger and stronger day after day, I had more and more thoughts of him that was making it hard for me to study! As always, we all have those corny after thoughts of “if I were with him what would it be like..” well anywhoOo, those thoughts came racing through my mind and soon i was thinking “he probably doesn’t even like me”. SOO, during the middle of the year, I told myself to stop liking him. and guess what? extremely difficult. It seemed as if he liked me butt didn’t like me. He’s a flirt I guess. It’s so complicated of how he thinks! ahh. butt that didn’t matter to me. My liking of him seemed like it turned into a “LVOE” feeling.. point is, after that year in which I had to recuperate from my fantasy thoughts, I told myself another thing.. “I’m going to love him no matter what. if he doesn’t like me that’s okay, as long as he’s happy”. so, is that a good thing? or a bad thing? I haven’t asked anyone for any advice. I chose it right on the point of how I felt. Why did I LVOE him? I don’t really know :/ out of all the million words out there.. you just can’t explain love. Butt I’m happy still!
Woo-Hoo! - stay strong >;D
